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2009-07-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

Well. You've act your respond. So does I.
I dont think you can understand well the feelings that putting up at other's place which we couldn't able to do this and that. We were forbid to do alot of things, just because its not our house. All you know is those outerpart, did you ever bother to know the inner part. Our problems are different from other family. Then did you know that night, my mom came
and find me hastily with tears when Im working? As I've mentioned, once you and him stepped
into this rs, both pair of eyes only see each other. You and him does not only neglected friends,
but even the feelings of everyone concerning. I've ever said before , you cant even ACT controlling the other party infront of any pair of eyes, as it may do some effect regarding pride, but I've seen you doing it for more than once. Yon never did to totally stopped him from smoking instead, its rebounding, have you realize? Ofcourse you cant stopped him by adding
tatz on his body. Like what i used to say, you've alr got the license to smoke, drink and tatz. Why
should you be afraid to give anyone a explanation. Its all too much kayy. Why people out there can manage to spare sometime with friends why you and him couldn't do so? Very simple, cos you and him dont know how handle everything everything smoothly. Same to what I've mention both pair of eyes see each other in it. Dont act as if you can, sacrifice is not using your hand to type or use your mouth to say for fun only. Action speaks louder than words. Pissed off.

You should be the one calling me or take the initiative to talk to me in face.
You though who you are? F off man.

2009-06-19T22:46:00.000-07:00

Just woke up awhile ago. Zzz. Boredom kills man! Ahhh! How I wish I could work and there will not be any boring and so on. Sigh! I dont know what should I said and do. Well. No more GNOH ya! Thats the end! END babe! Haha. I bet my life will be better without GNOH. Wahaha.

2009-06-19T05:29:00.000-07:00

What a day! Hoo! F luh. My face is damn sunburn. -.- Haha. Woke up at 9.02am, bath-ed, prepare and out to interchange and gather with the rest. Sek reach earlier then me by about a few mins as I went over to 506 for allowance from my mother. Not long later, jolynn reached and the sun's striking so I suggested to go T1 for air cond-ing. Hahaha! Went to buy some snacks for so called breakfast and ahsiao reached. After he've bought things he wanted, there we go to UBIN. Thats it. Beginning, it was alright. I mean the weather. Half an hour later, Im starting to perspire and exhausting. Wtf. Weak eh? Lmao. First time cycling in daytime. What I can describe is ohmy weather. Lighting and started to drizzling. Hms. But it only drizzl for awhile, but we just didn't give a damn and just contine cycling about. Over all, quite worth trip but its utterly F for me only. My face's damn reddish currently. I was wondering when were the last time I had sunburn-ed. Its not fun at all! So all's about here. Im going to rest already. I would load the photos fastest is by tomorrow morning? Alright. Bye all! Yawns* (:

WHAT A DAY!

2009-06-18T10:26:00.000-07:00

I seriously having some thoughts that friend is for making use of only. In my life, there'll be only a few friends that I counted as friend. As what I've seen and heard. Friends are just people that might leads you to do something's bad, illegal and offend the laws. Why? Why must it be so complicated? Some of the humans are naive, they really thought that friends or 'brother' might stand out to help if you're in troubles or stuffs. In facts, NONE! What maybe real is when you're in some difficulties and you asked for help. Those who've came out, YA, THATS REAL!!

Alright. Enough of rubbish! Well, I'd cut down the numbers of posting as I've been running out of topic lately. Hahaha! Once got something interesting to shared, I'll blog right away yea? Hahaha.

Siao say meeting hong today. Tmd! Crockroaches and lizards turn-ed up in stead of hong. Lmao. All going back on words they've gaven! F man. Siao tell me something that I find it quite hard to take it in heart. He said: no matter how hard I've tried. Hong also wont turn to me, problems ain't lies on my conditions, my size and all. Its just that hong is being adapted to thais. Wtf?! Is it real? I dont know. But whatever it is. What I can say is I will really put in efforts to got him over. Its just the matter of time. Heee. Okayy. Thats all I wanna say. Tomorrow going pulau ubin. Gotta turn in earlier. Bye babes.

Some outdated photos gonna share.

2009-06-16T11:19:00.000-07:00

I committed to cf to accompany her for her hair rebonding this morning. Tmd. I sure wont go if I've known earlier that gotta wait for so damn long! Arghs. Getting quite pissed off just now. She's just so troublesome. Cant stand her. Its okayy. Dont be so calculative with friends. Just got home about an hour ago. Im so boring. Well, took some photos in the salon.

For now, Im still missing him badly! Ahhh! Going mad sooner or later. Who can helps me man? Direct my path accordingly! Pissed off! Sigh. Im wondering what happens if my parent striked in lifes and I do not need to be so tough le. Hms. Let imagine take place first luh. Lmao. Alrght. Gtg! Bye!

2009-06-16T02:41:00.000-07:00

Well. Im just typing down about something regarding job.

Alright, the previous post mentioned Join the Moving Circle eh. They're just firm similar to Kelly Services and Recruit Express. I get to know this lady Linda Waty who's my so called agent. I know her through jobstreet.com and she approach me to meet for short interviews. She ask me alot of stuffs regarding jobs I've been working in the past. And when she get to know me more, she recommend me to jobs that're suits me. Well, and she recommended me this job called temp officers. I think this job scoops is about operating machines, whether its working normally and so on. She explained to me yesterday very clearly about the scoops and pay.

Worked monday - friday from 8.30am - 6pm.
In between, there'll be an hour break, and the 1 hour will be deducted in pay.
And that means I should work least a 8.5 hours per day.
Normal time pay is about $5.50/hr. And for the OT additional pay is at about $8.25/hr.
And if happens to gotta attend work on saturday, its goes by the OT pay I've mentioned.
There's 3 rotating shift.
Shift 1: 7am-4pm
Shift 2: 3pm-11pm (this and the above one will be added a additinal amount of $5 per shift)
Shift 3: 11pm-7am (and this is more added as its on night shift, $10 per shift)

Thats all and its just short explaining regarding the salaries given. I've to commit to this company and if something goes wrong, I've to pay a penalty amount of 200bucks. F eh? But the salary offers is great and the working hours is regular, working hours. (:

Alright. Shall ends here. Ohya, I'd like to recommend people there if you're jobless. Its located at 111 North Bridge Road #22-04/05 Peninsula Plaza Singapore 179098. Contact number 65 6338 7655 and look for Linda. She's great yea. Gtg. Bye!

2009-06-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

⊙ Went to interview at Join the Moving Circle located at City Hall, Peninsula Plaza at about 4 and ended at about 5.30.
⊙ Went home and changed my bottoms, headed to interchange and meet up with jolynn and laksek.
⊙ Ate chicken rice and walked about at T1, TM and CS. What a bored that have been walking around there!! Arghs*
⊙ Suggested for singing session located at Kampong ChaiChee CC at nearby bedok interchange and chweefang came.
⊙ Sang till about 1? Walked to 539's 7eleven for cup noodles. Ahsiao called and we backed to tampines.
⊙ We chit chatted till this morning till about 9? All home-d individually. Tiring!! (:

We chatted about life and etc.. I seems so dumb that I dont quite actually knows alot of things until they mentioned.Wtf can! Im like tortoise from mountain. Tmd. Haha. Ahsiao keep disturbing me by calling 'hong's wife', I act that Im angry but in facts, Im just song till I mearly could FLY. Lmao. Ahsiao keep asking me to slim down by 30kgs, hong comfirm is mine le. WAHAHAHA! Thats it luh. Well, I think I've to ends my post already. In case I further the topic of hong. Lols. Bye peeps.

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2009-06-14T16:15:00.000-07:00

I just got back from 800plus as I've out to meet bear and we headed interchange to meet up with huier and jolynn. after all reached, we bus-ed to food palace located at the CC nearby 866? Just above the cheers. Jolynn and bear was yearning for food due to they've carried a empty a stomach. Lmao. The moment we reach food palace, huier went to the Ladies. When she comes back, she tells us that she's going home as something unpleasant happen to her dad. And then she left.

After their meals, off to 700plus to watch alvin and some other team's match. Hoohoo! Its damn exciting, luckily didn't miss out. (: Opponent was wearing YELLOW colour attire. What the F! Disgusting! Hate them man. They're just being proud they'd win for sure. I bet is alvin's team member happen to made some silly and careless mistakes cause them lose! But its okayy people. You guys just lose scores but not backbones, well, just keep it up! Nothing's impossible, they'll lose to you guys one day. Matter is only lies that are you all willing to play with the passionate heart. Hahaha! Alright, after the match, went off to 840 slack. Sian! Beginning only laksek, jolynn and myself. Then called alvin and ask him to come, deqing came as well. Lols. Funny man!

Not long later ahsiao called deqing and meeting him up at 7eleven, we accompany deqing and when he reached, I simply cheat till a packet of sweets. Heee. Walked to nearby ahsiao's block and slack, ahsiao merely called GNOH up! Woots* But they didn't chat long. Shit man! (x

Alvin cycled me to 829 for loo and deqing and ahsiao went home individually and we went to central part's watermelon and lepak. We were just as if we're at home, lying away happily chatting. Rofl. F-king funny sial. And this bear is damn funny, he can go home but he insisted on lying at there sleep for the whole night. Ain't he's weird? A crappy friend of mine eh? Heee. In facts is I dont let him go home. Shhh!

Rubbish. Alright. When the clock cross 5, we wake bear up and ask him to go home and rest first and we headed to 844 for breakfast. Unfortunately when we reach 844, they have't even open so we initially walked to fitness corner located at just in front of senior. What a chilling space for slack and gossiping. Lmao. We talked about alot of stuffs. Characters, good and bad points about each of everyone of us instead of jolynn, as she's the one who started this topic. It turns me off beginning. But its quite interesting hearing others saying about own character dont you? (x

They said, Im a 霸道 and unreasonable ones. I cannot stand others to test my patience. Actually Im a person who's 吃软不吃硬, you okayyokayy talk to me, I'd use back the same attitude that you've treated but not UNPOLITELY. I'll double up the manner! Ya, I admitted as Im really like that. Although Im really 'ti-kee' and 'guai-lan' but in facts, Im sociable and friendly. If anyone saw me at the first sight would feel like bashing me, actually Im acting cool, fierce to let people scares me. Wahaha! Nonsense! Sometimes, my lookings really very fierce. Haha. Maybe people around me wont thinks so, cos Im always 'siao-lala'. But remember. Treat me nice, I'd do use the same ways but not UNPOLITELY! I'LL DOUBLE UP yea! Heee. Well. I doubt today's post is long enough to keeps people's eye for a couple of days? Lmao! Alright. Ends here. Goodbye peeps! (:

2009-06-13T13:47:00.000-07:00

Recommendation. Enjoy!

Pi Zi and Ying Xiong are two cops who are as different as day and night. One does nothing except for drinking coffee and living a luxurious lifestyle while waiting for information from dubious sources to crack his cases. Another believes law and justice are the pillars of society and is constantly on the street catching criminals… a little overzealously for his superior’s liking. When a case brought these two top crime solvers together, sparks flied and a little light peeked into this dark city where the nation's President is on friendly terms with the local mafia and twins kill people while drinking milkshake.

Completed a few episodes of 痞子英雄. Vincent recommended to jolynn and she recommended to me. Beginning, I dont really feel like watching it. As its made of taiwan. Nowadays, I dont really fond with taiwan drama series, mostly is made of hongkong. Because its more interesting cum a bit realistic. It brings out the reality of humans, lifes and everythings. But 痞 is somehow different from some other love sad taiwan drama, aint like fairy tales kind. Its a bit similar to hongkong drama 原来爱上贼 brings up alot of sadness and reality. Hms. I think if people out there who've watched 原, you cant miss out 痞 le. Alright. I dont know what should I do next. Shag.

Well. The weather's really killing these few weeks. Hope everyone's not falling asick. Take good care of your body by drinking lots of plain water. The disease, H1N1've already passing around in singapore. Hopefully everyone's safe and sound. Prevent from outting all the times is the best. Alright. No matter how much money you have, you might not be able to buy the best health. Should treasure everythings around. Shall ends here. Tata.

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2009-06-13T05:46:00.000-07:00

Im damn pissed off right now. Ahhh! Its okayy, let the matter rest. Sigh. Ahbee just called and ask something to do with starhub, as if Im the customer service. He's at 813 right now but heading geylang to look for GNOH. This is what his excuses of cheating me down everytime. But i bet this time's for real. Cos normally he's just saying that GNOH's coming down and whatsoever. Hahaha. He ask me whether wanna go with him. My heart is want but I couldn't, even if Im going down then what should I do or say?? So forget it. Lols. Alright. Im webcaming with laksek for a few hours I guessed? She's in love of doing all those funny faces. Cant stand her. Heee. And I've captured one of her ugliest one! Weee. Alright. Shall ends here. Love everybody! Tata.

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2009-06-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do and I will.

Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, remember now your not the same.
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

I hate him so much! Sigh. Its all words describing the love I had for him have already reach out the highest limits. That my heart had gone total numb! What is it all about?! I pretend that I feel nothing in face, in fact, the blood in my heart's dripping like F! Why am I so stubborn. I JUST WANT HIM, HIM! But nothing help man! I think I should persuade myself to let go. Nothing worth holding on so tightly. Nothing!

PS: Its time to really say GOODBYE.

Webcam with laksek. Lols. She's so!... I dont know how to describe, I love her so~ Heee.

2009-06-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

We thon-ed last night and laksek help alot of us to trim our hair. (: My hair's no longer taking so much weight! Heee. Love ya LAKSEK. Hoo. Lmao.

I went town area with leon, sophia, huier and laksek the other day as we've an agreement days before that we'd go somewhere to find jobs. In facts, we were just walking about but not searching. Lols. Maybe jolynn's right that Im not enough of slacking lifes. I should prepared to overcome the incoming problems that I've gotta face. Reality is cruel!

2009-06-12T15:38:00.000-07:00

Hello people! Im too tired to blog this couples of days. Had been going around to search for jobs. But Im still not here to blog about what recently actually happens. Just a casual short and clear post. I'll load some of the photos asap. Stay tune! (:

Well. Have a good talk with Jo just now. For I guessed about an hour? Lmao. Nothing much, just about recycles of life. Like how did Ja treat Jo in the past. Haha. Alot of craps. And rake up some of the things regarding H. Sigh. Some questions merely come across my mind. Is it possible to DANLIAN one person for 5 years? Within this 5 years, is it really possible that the feelings wont easily got effected or fade?? Rare questions. (>.<) I dont know and Im just trying to test it out! Maybe I could do it?? No ideal. Frankly speaking, I really dont know what can I do to made him get touched. I've tried to text him, but he didn't reply and I got so upset over it. Zzz. Maybe its all rubbish! Tsk. I also dont know what Im trying to describe, I just love him so much that I may go crazy! I miss you babe! Heee. I hope you can receive the countless thoughts Im trying to transfer to you. I bet he's aware of! Rofl! No matter what, you're a present! As for the future, let nature take it course. Alright. I think Im going quite crazy. LMA. (Leave Me Alone) (: Tata.

2009-06-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

Hihi! im back home from 840. i slept at 0915am and woke up at about 1430pm by miss CHWEEFANG. [x Yes i did, i did ask her to wake me up at after 4 but she.. dont understand human's interact's language. lmao. forget it. then bathed and bus-ed to city plaza while cf was still at around her place area. i was like, wtf? wake up earlier then me, done preparing faster then i do and yet she's late! sigh. met up already, walked about at city plaza. she's acting strangely, she insisted on going cp, so im fine with it and yet she's just go there to take a look at her boss's another outlet. tmd. im damn damn infuriated i swear. lols. was like being trick down there. thats it. then we headed to geylang for food not long after jolynn reaches. i dress up like wtf tpday cos i thought i would really have some proper interviews but everything was just cock up. forget it. let bygone be bygone. zzz. im having some feelings, sicken due to today.. ahhh! then i ate duck rice and jolynn have hr favorite prawn noodle located at lor14. met ndy at lor16 back alley. lols. long lost friend. and HAPPEN to stop by lor18 and merely see about whether ahhong's around or not. he's definitely not there at that timing of 1830! haha. just try my luck guys. hee. tend to buy cigarettes but there's no people around selling so happen to drop by one2free teleshop and chatted with vincent and ahpiu. hoo! its been years since i last saw ahpiu. i think i made his day? rofl!

bus-ed back to tampines interchange and meet laksek. tmd. we were still at eunos mrt station, when she's about to reach. i think she's used to wait for us. hahaha! we walked to 840, exercise sial! meantime, i text ahhong. i was thinking whether will he reply. he didn't! he called bodoh. and i dont have the courages to answer, i passed over to jolynn. lmao.

H - him, J - jolynn.
H-J : who're you?
J-H : jolynn luh. where're you?
H-J : why?
J-H : ask only luh!
H-J : workplace lo.
J-H : oh, why so long didn't see you?
H-J : have luh.
J-H : no leh, we been there for the past 2,3 times but still, you ain't there.
H-J : i have to book in one leh.
J-H : oh, go war uh?
H-J : ya luh. war for the sake of daphne.
J-H : why daphne text you, you didn't reply? dont be realistic luh, just replied something to let her feel happy awhile luh.
H-J : cant, else my gf beside me saw her messages then call her how?
J-H : if she call, i answer and say im his friend luh.
H-J : okok. byebye.
J-H : kk, bye.
<--END OF THE CONVERSATION-->

jolynn on loudspeak and i heard everything, hoohoo! im so happy! i doubt i'll sleep easely tonight? hard luh sial! lmao. well. he did replied but its all subjected that im not really satisfying to post up here. its hurting bodoh. sigh! he dont know, i think he's kept in the dark that how much im so into him! im about to forgets him already. no! i cant let the feeling fades. it should keeps grows stronger. lols. i'll keep my concentration on him cos i wanna be faithful to him and touch him. hahaha. wish me succeed people. haha. alright. going off le. tata.

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2009-06-08T17:40:00.000-07:00

Im still posting right now instead of sleeping. hahaha. just say that im rubbish and whatsoever remarks, I DONT CARE. lmao. im so f-king boredddddddddd! just leave me alone will you? lmao. what the hell i should do to kill times? sleep? in facts, im really dead tired but i just dont feel like sleeping. whats wrong with me? haha. something's wrong. maybe im too worried for everythings in my life. im in a huge debt that no one can help. HELPLESS luh. -.-

I need help! not from human beings but god! will you give out your hands and pull me through the darkiest sight of my life? haha. nonsense. i knew it clearly myself that other then myself, no one could help! im just spouting rubbish right here. sian! i really dont know what could i do to made my life easier and more comfortable. i've loads of burdens. sigh! im too lazyyyyy to even step out of tampines area or even 800 plus. i know ima useless bum, to this world, this country, im not contributing anything but just treat everything as 'it should be this way'. otherwise, what i can do for all this sial? im ain't rich ka(s) neither do i am president. rofl. i think ima in my lala land typing all this.

Im missing him every bit of my life. he came into my mind as if flying throughout. i just cant kick him out of where he is now. it is like miracle kind of popping up. is this what my life should be? to do with him, couldn't do better without him. my life is meant to be this way? though i didn't wanted to quit him. it is all i wanted, i should be happier then before. but frankly, im not! the feeling isn't acting like what it should be. you're the one who caused me falling into the trap. and now i cannot climb out of it, i need someone to throw down a guide book or guide lines to lead me out of that darky darky place and im free. PLEASE! im yearning to improve but nothing seems to get heal. sigh! uoyevoli. understand? this is the way my heart/mind's reacting. HANDS UP, those who've actually figured out what im trying to assume. hahahahaha. im gonna ends here with my smiley faces.

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2009-06-08T15:02:00.000-07:00

Im homed at 0510. meet up with alvin at 813 and went over to 840 area to meet leon and sophia. lols. so tired. we went to ahlim for a game and 829 for a cup of tea. zzz. just for lepak. im so boreddddd! -.-

Anyway, im having an interviews tomorrow. and i doubt chweefang would meet me and bring me to places for jobs? hope so! sigh. to people who're working : treasure the job you're having now. its isn't easy to get a job recently, probably is due to the economies and whatever swine flu. please go away! its turning people off. lmao.

Ahhong, have been years since i last PEEP him. im so sad that i went twice but i got nothing in return. sigh! the feeling isn't as strong as i thought and its FADING gradually. i'd reminisce the feelings back. i wanna stick to love him as long as possible. I WANT IT LAST FOREVER! perhaps its impossible. sigh! RESTLESS. nothing could help. rofl. i wont giv him up till i've totally no feelings for him. but so far, whenever i goes to lor18, i'll just stand there for at least a 30mins. i guess my feelings for him still acting strongly. hehe. RUBBISH! AHHONG's my first priority desired! xoxo. tata. (:

PS : Alot of SIGH!! lmao.

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2009-06-08T00:11:00.000-07:00

2009-06-07T12:13:00.000-07:00

Im seriously still damn lazy to blog but im afraid that some people may remark my blog as dead or stuffs. NO! hate that. alright. i'll just make it short and clear where have i been to and what did i do.

yesterday after hanging out those clothes which had just done washing, suppose to chat with friends online which i asked them to wait for me and so on. but some events cock up. my grandma called and asked me along to bryan's place as they were having some mini celebrations for my grandparent's birthday. i was like, wtf? since when i'd go this kinda of event or something. haha. first time sial. i went with my mom and grandma. fortunately there were not much people as in afew of person represent each family. something like that. met my 2 lil cousins. wayne and reese (lele). very rebellious kid i believe. he's gonna follow his brother's footstep, it might not happen now due to he's still a kiddy. what matters is, it will be sooner or later. hee. irene, christina and afew of those aunties and uncles did chatted with me a few sentence. hms. was like, since when im so click with them. lmao. never been like this before! went off with keefe and bryan at around 9 plus. i asked them to send me out of there to 824, met my brother while on our way out. chatted for a couple of minutes and i accompany my brother to mac for his dinner, meantime, alvin and huier came over to look for us and lepak at 813 for a lil while. and then i headed home to bring down my bicycle and went to 840 look laksek and jolynn up. everyone's f-king not down yet. tmd!

i requested wayne for a photo and he's very nice, he turn around and pulled lele on his lap and they gave me a pretty smile. sweet. haha. cute bums.

he's happily enjoyed playing with his MAPLESTORY. lols. cute lil cousin. he's alike with one of my cousin. the one i dote the most, daniel.

well, back to the passage. we waited so damn bloody long! furious sial. waited for this and that, calling for this and that for bicycle. its not easy to lend anything at times, such as bicycle. haha. as we're going for riding. its east coast this time round. im so tired but i still have to go. aiya. im so restless to continue. i'll load the photos some other days. fastest by tomorrow as my comp's occuring some errors that cause the system could not working accordingly. haha. alright. im going to bath and sleep the next moment. YAWNS*

PS : ohya. one of my lil cousin, i dont know her name but its a baby girl which is christina's daughter were encountering some unfortunate illness. im sincering wishing and hoping she will get well soon. SHE'S JUST A FEW MONTHS OLD BABY. no point torturing her alright. hee.

- Tata.

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2009-06-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

Im home-d but ima tired to blog. i'll post when i wake up. <3

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2009-06-06T02:02:00.000-07:00

Woke up awhile ago and brought my bed sheet to wash and now im blogging. (: last night was a little boring for me and laksek. im damn tired!! same goes to leon, sophia and peh. haha. tend to ask hui er down, but she dumb dumb. ask her go take last train she at there chant alot. till she wants to come down already, everything were too late! lmao. its okayy. next time alright. haha. last night was a freaking darn it night. i dont know what's going on man. sleep and woke up already forgotten what happen cleanly. zzz. i dont feel like recalling too. such a lame experience we had. sigh. dont know what should i do sial. i think ima lazy already. no job, doesn't mean i cant find. its LAZY that causing troubles. (x if now i still dont work hard, i guess my gold chains all that have to leave it at the pawn shop already. PEOPLE, TEACH ME HOW TO MADE FAST MONEY BY NOT OFFENDING THE LAW. teach me teach me!! sigh, forget it. whatever thing needs effort leads to succeed. no such things sort of making fast money and stuffs. rubbish! im really lost on what should i do. can anyone just whisper in my ears and guide me throughout the whole picture? hope there is but none! shit! i think i've gone crazy! TRUE* almost. lmao. thats all. gtg. tata.

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PS : IM SO INTO YOU BOY! Missing you BADLY right now.

2009-06-04T17:49:00.000-07:00

Im home from night cycling at last. haha! it was so so tiring! zzz. but its okayy, once in awhile and first time with hui er. worth it luh. do some exercise its good for health. lmao. anyway, i wanna state that HUI ER IS SOCIALIZE! though i met her twice only. but we were chatting away as if we've known for years. hahaha. maybe its fate. hms. alright. phone rang at about 2030 and went down to 840 to meet leon, sophia, alvin and hui er. they planned to go riding last night. the moment i learned about it, i was like 'huh? okok', cos im tired. went to sleep at 1900 and woke up by alvin's call at about 2030, not furious meh? (x Set off to pasir ris park at 0130, slack, lepak around there. keep taking photos like nobody's business. rofl. then cycled to somewhere near the end of the park and slack, though of it might be more cooling instead, it was even worst. then start to capturing again. this stupid alvin, really, darn it! he merely took the iniatiative for helping us to take a photo and move a bit downwards from the rock and towards the sea side, it was slanted. told him to be careful, he can fall, but please take extra care of the camera and it belongs to mario. and then after capturing 2 photos of us, was walking upwards to pass me the camera, maybe its my faults, im not sure whether its my hand was a bit wet or something's wrong, the camera committed suicide. and he were about to catch it, it miss out from his hand and there he chasing after it, and he fell down. LAUGHS. i just cant maintain and i LAUGH OUT LOUD. sorry alvin for being just a cold-hearted person. haha. but its really damn damn funny, i and hui er were laughing away and alvin headed to the washroom to clean up his wound. omg! was a terrible tragedy! mario went with him to helpout and we're owning mario a explainations. we were damn stress while we were trying to hide the scratches but nothing could help. when he came back, haha. 4 of us went silent. dont know how should we say or start talking about it. he knew it and he said 'its okay'. haha. he's great man! lmao. not long after we left to changi, alvin suggested and the rest agreed, i cannot say dont want what. else cycle back to tampines by myself is very very lonely one lo. sigh. then cycle till there was left with only half of my strength. zzz. lepak at the coffee shop, all were having wanton mee, i shared with alvin while sophia shared with hui er. slack till 0600, head back tampines and home individually. hui er, poor thing sial, some maybe sleeping soundly already while she's still in train. moved to tampines luh. lols. let photos do some talkings.

alright. today's post shall ends here with a full stop le. going to bed le. what a tiring night throughout. sleep well guys. tata.

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2009-06-04T00:38:00.001-07:00

I guess my sincerity of finding jobs didn't touch god's heart. so i should put in effort to go every shopping centres i've known everyday. will this works? i hoped, never try, never know. and i'll drag jolynn with me no matter what to everywhere i'll be going. actually my expectation's not very high, dont need to stand whole day long and salary doesn't imporatant, difficult? haha. its okay. from tomorrow onwards alright?! my words! (: sigh. nothing to do. im going out to buy detergents for clothes. goodbye all! (:

2009-06-03T14:05:00.001-07:00

is it true that loving a person is all about together, broke off, patched up, doom all over again, and waiting for him/her's return. is this all the matters of what love defined? i may not been in a relationship before. but what i've seen and heard. it seems rather true. females are always playing the role of being hurt. why?! is this a must or drama series goes by descriptions? sigh. perhaps, we ladies must built a great determinations, not to be cheat anymore! why must it be this way, simple, why male wont feel upset, sadness or stuffs when broken up. am i right? figure it out. please luh GIRL friends, wake up and come to your sense, please stay firm and differentiate whats right, whats wrong and whats black, whats white. speak louder then actions. then prove it man! haha. people around me have been like living for the sake of another party. if i were one amongst. i doubt i can do what i've mentioned? let nature take it course is what i've been saying. i want hong, but not the way of forcing. peeps him is the most wonderful things i've done so far in my life. its more then enough that i could ask for. not like some other people, yearning for further developments, useless luh dey. when feeling's right. mr/ms right would just appear and by time, just be prepared to sign forms. haha. all i had for 'love' shall ends here.

PS: no more 2nd similarity post. (x

2009-06-03T13:12:00.000-07:00

Im back home finally. have a nice talk with kennard, daphnephee and chweefang just now. are you able to imagine we sat down talk from 2310 till 0140? haha. 2 and a half hours. is it wild that what're our topic about? alot. and chat till the way i spend money. they were all about im a big spend-er! what the f? YEP, I ADMIT IT. i could announce that when i have money, i dont treat money as money. i'll just buy what i wanna buy, treat what i wanna treat my friends and all kind of stupid way of spending money. im not trying to assume that im very generous or stuff. its one of my character, kennard was like, 'you got whose genes among our family member?' haha. but even if im gonna earn money and i'll still remain the way i am. cos this ain't a bad thing, i doubted? lmao. and then kennard and chweefang said that when i got work, got some money, my hp would keep rings like nobody's business. and now when im going through hard time, no one give a damn. is it so? am i easily cheat-ed person? i just hope im not! sense of friends are just for making use of. what is it all about? sigh. all this hurts my brain to start recalling is it all true. hms. i think i shouldn't use so much times to think all this rubbish, even it is, nothing could salvage nor help. just tell myself, dont be so soft-hearted in future. im HAPPY-GO-LUCKY, wishful, love to imagine and crazy ones. haha. if you're not happy with my principles, let me know and i'll just raise my foot and kick you outta my friendlist. im learning hard to observes people. and when daphnephee's mama called, they just go home and i and chweefang headed 802, la kopi. lmao. home at 0310 and posting right now. kennard! i've give out my hands and edit your blog. hope you like it. going off already. everyone's must be sleeping soundly or maybe are having sweet dreams right now. god, you shall grant me having the sweetest dream out of all i had before alright. HEEEEE! tata.

PS : Chweefang wanna lend me money to pay my desktop thingy, thanks for your approaching. but i seriously want to earn and pay by myself. thank you very much! (:

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2009-06-03T03:55:00.000-07:00

BORING REALLY KILLS MAN! haha. stayed at home for the whole day an happen to re-install my webcam and when its done, hoo, there goes doingall kinds of funny things. haha. alright. let the photos do some talking.

and thats all for today, going out to meet my mother. hungry le! tsktsk.

2009-06-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

Hop to youtube and search for some past previews of 娛樂百分百.
And merely, saw this.

this is one of the tags among all that some other people wrote.
'亚纶跳台客舞吗？哈哈。。超可爱地！'

laugh people, LAUGH man! hahaha. tata.

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2009-06-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

Just woke up. my sleeping time is perfect throughout this few days. haha. im lovin'it. hehe. boring kills man! well. last night went down to geylang as jolynn wants to eat her fishball noodles. but it turn out to be the suckiest food of the day i doubt? lmao. while jolynn were eating, i off to toilet to do big business and then to see whether hong is there or not. but he's not! heard laksek's friend say he went to buy food. sai! he didn't even go for work today. haha. its okayy luh. he can rest once in awhile its pretty fine man. (x then buy the fishballs. hoo! it taste best of all the fishballs i had before. maybe im exaggerating or something. or maybe 1 dollars stuffs couldn't bring out what delicious delight. but hey. seriously, don't look down on that. go and try it out and you may agree with me. haha. we go one round to take a look after buying the balls and head back to buy again. but regret to say that they only left one sticks. sobsob. haha. but im the one who have it. haha. not long after jolynn said that xiaoan were at geylang and we merely went to lorong 14 for some drinks. we didn't met till xiaoan instead mm pass by. wtf?
haha. never mind. least its not hong. mm only? stfu! haha. after that to lan for L4D and about to head home already, xiaoan called jolynn and go in lips to slack awhile due to cf and lak's age man! haha. when im about to go home. 3rd of every month came into my mind. haha. then just stay and cab home not long later.

PS:
Why god just can't let those who're seriously in love with another party one have it happiness. its belong to hers/his? hais. sorry jolynn. L you. tata.

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2009-06-01T23:39:00.000-07:00

Hello! just read nise's blog, she have been changing jobs since years ago? haha. just kidding. think after her labouring till now, what i've know is she working at the law firm, kbox and now, the current one? hey. stop it alright. haha. i cant assume you anything from now because im not working. (x everything's going on your way, why im not? tsk. turns me off sial. -.- why? why? why? why you're so fortunate and im so unlucky man? don't know which scoundrel had 'gong tao' on me. zzz. but anyway, just feels happy for you man. heee. but can you help me find or not?! (x cheers.

i've alr tried my best to find, through newspaper is the fastest way. but none suits all because its very far. some at town and some at west side. nowadays, suitable ownself's job is f-king hard to find. due to the economies fault. f the reality and economy man! haha. but now, won't stop searching. buck up daphne! you're no longer young alr. mine and jolynn birthday's around the corner. buck up, buck up. least we can celebrate our birthday is fulfilling enough le. alright. god, grant me my wish man! wish myself all the best, best, BEST! gtg. tata.

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2009-06-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

只想说出, 打从心底想说出的话.

In lifes, why there's so much un-necessaries ups and downs. isn't simple's the best.?
nothing to do with money. free and easy.! NO, no such things. WHY?!
there're so much questions couldn't be answered and repond. is it all meant to be.?
or just trying our patience.? KINSHIP, FRIENDSHIP, RELATIONSHIPS.
how many ships there'll be is that have to be treasured. i was wonderring, if im a orphan.
isn't it better.? haha. silly questions.!

In my current life, there's 2 things that i've to treasured is friendship and ahhong.
lmao. jolynn, i know you see this sentence, you might remark me as 'die of man'.?
NO.! don't assume that.! treasured ahhong, is like, treasure the times that i could still be able to peep him.
i and him, is forever a impossibility. the facebook thingy that cf recommend also says so.
just hoping onto a impossible matter. ask me to '式着放开'.
hoo.! this 4 words is such a huge blow to me. hahahahaha. i think i've to really 式着放开.
no point. and now, all my concentrations must be on searching for jobs, and what i've to worry is how im going to live on.
im just so boring that i've nothing better to do and writing some craps down here.
but this is my blog, what i wanna type down, its all to do with me, you wanna read or not.?
it doesn't matter at all. find it sickening.? scram off then. don't even step into here.
why do so.? hehehehehe.! alright. my craps shall be till here. tata.

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2009-05-31T17:32:00.000-07:00

Have been back for quite sometime. didn't came to blog directly is cos im doing my blog's template. but its very tiring to change everything, so i just leave it. haha. well. didn't go anywhere this couple of day due to some personal reasons, firstly, no place on mind where we could go. secondly, will turn off if meet up everyday. haha. what that can be announced, i've already did. some is really inconvenient to mentioned.

well. i went down to 840 today cos alvin called and ask me if i wanna join them as there might be some funs. haha. so i rush there quickly. but i didn't shoot her but in another way round, we're friends already. lols. keep chatting away till we head home individually. she stay somewhere near by, YA.! INDEED IS SOMEWHERE NEAR BY, ITS JUST JURONG. lmao. and she's so lonely that she've to train all the way back by herself. poor thing. but we cannot do anything but to see her leave tampines. hope to cya again.? (:

heard that there's another girl which is very action one. shoot leon is it.? haha. if this weekend you come down, hoohoo.! that will be your dead due. i want to see how tok kong you are. rofl. sophia uh, jio your friends down huh, especially the what shu one. wish her good luck. i'll ask my friend come down too. there's phrase use to be 'the more, the merrier' uh.? hahahahaha.! alright. today's post would ends here. sleep well everyboody.

I WANT, NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU.! tata.

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2009-05-29T10:14:00.000-07:00

Im back from TPY already. in facts, should be from work? okayy. i shall explain. i slept at about 2am last night and woke up at 10.26am this morning. im simply run out of sleeps alright. but for the sake of money, i gotta head for work. beginning, the lady named cheryl.? did taught me alot, in fact, she's ain't her bad colleauge though. but this jobs seems like giving pressures itself le. haha. perhaps it was all excuses.? (x cheryl were assuming that their supervisor is how strict and stuffs. because i've never work as a retail sales assist before, my first try. of course when she starts saying about supervisor cause my head-ache. lmao. and then there's a new girl who've started 3 days ago before me told me that this job is how relax and things. but she did tell me that there were numerous of people cannot take it and just went off while break time. and this came to my mind. when my break time's reached, i just take my belongings and head down straightly without giving a glance back. and thats all about my work. i'll try my very best to find another one. need times man.! after that went to find my mom and eat my first meal. meet up with jolynn and headed loyang TPK for some offerrings. its been years since i went. so today's a good choice. and we just lepak outside there for about 2 hours and made up our mind to meet laksek to somewhere and just slacked. after everything, were about 11 and home-d.! hoohoo.! i'd really really wanted to buck up.! grant my wish man. hehehe. alright. YAWNS* going to bed already. goodnight all.!

Tata.!

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2009-05-28T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hello people. im still awake yet sleep. hms. first of all, i didn't blog for today's due to some personal reasons. but not failed, am still blogging right here at 1.16am. alright. i went out at about 1.30pm to kennard's workplace and chit-chats with him. after his boss came, i went off to buy a piece of 'the strait times' to start finding jobs. nevertheless, i've found-ed and i did went for interviews over recruit express. i thought it might be a immediate vacancy. still, have to wait for their notice. but its okay. meet up with daphnephee and asked her to accompany me to ask 'more than words' regarding vacancies again. hoo! indeed, god do have sympathize me and grant me this job though its not a easy mission. i hope that i could able to manage with the long hours standing and long hours of working time. least, this job got breaktime, 40mins & twice a day. pray hard that my soon colleauges coud be nice as i thought? hehehe. alright. think today's post shall ends with a daily smiley? hahahahaha! goodnight & enjoy the windy night throughout. tata.

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2009-05-27T07:57:00.001-07:00

Im back from geylang. this few days went geylang its nothing to do with beer neither do lips. its simply jolynn's mommy wanna change hp. i wake up at 2 plus by my lil brother saying that he saw quanyifeng? lmao. as if got my problem, even if he's elvin ng or nicholas tse, i rushed down also not in time right? he really bodoh bodoh one lo. cant stand him. and went out at about 4? to interchange meet up with jolynn and her mommy. then laksek came down and meet us, quickly head off to paya lebar SUKI SUSHI, jolynn's mommy's treat. we were all famished. her mommy is more alike my mother then my blood mother does. if this world can change mother, i rather trade off my mother. hahas. but we destinied to be mother-daughter also a fate lor. hms. our meal were not very costly, its about 73? cheap man! then to city plaza for a short walk and i saw ahhao while crossing the road. darn it. he's getting more and more slimmed. almost couldn't recognise him. but tmd, i recognise him he yet doesn't recognise me. hais. sad uh! my face's too common or i don't worth remembering? who cares. lols. bus-ed to geylang till about 10 and HOME. ima tired, really. hahas. okayy. luckily i remember-ed to snap photos but there's only 3, better then nothing. but people, don't blame me, i only remember when we've already finish the delicious food. sobsob. [:

alright. have an early night people. tata.

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2009-05-27T00:18:00.000-07:00

Well. Headed geylang last night and hop to shell for peeping's my favorite. lmao. omg. he's... woots! extremely cute, i swear, darn it. he tell me he's famish, but failed to tell you that im worst then you. im not working, another way round, you still have to treat me lo. this cb YM. keep tease me, he said 'daphne, come luh, come over and talk to ahhong, don't shy!'. i were about to find a hole and roll in lo! he this asshole. but nevermind. imlovin'it. :D i want YOU to know, you're hoohoo! my lovely loved ahhong. wahahaha! okayy. after that cabbed all over to pasir ris arenda and find jolynn's mom, guessed what?! we went to geylang again the next. for supper and hp. tmd. we shouldn't go pasir ris seriously. i earned quite alot last night, i mean, keep peeping HIM is enough to feel my empty tummy and all. shhh! [x then L4D, really very mad with geylang's lousy net connection, no steam, gotta play single and keep dc. im very very fed up with it. not long later, cabbed home and quick asleep. very tired. alright. later going to paya lebar for dinner, hope i could remember to take some photos? hee.

tata all!

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2009-05-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

Well. woke up at 1 pm as i've ask 2 person to blast me up. for the sake of adjusting back my sleeping time and i've to wake early and decide on going for interviews or not. end up i also didn't attend because im not really in the mood. but online and surf net till around 3 plus? jolynn suggest to go bugis for a walk, beginning i rejected, i think twice or even thrice, i agreed going as i can search jobs as well. so meet at fulushou and we went for our breakfast first. while eating, again, jolynn suggested to go for an singing session, of course i agreed immediately, why not? my favorite bodoh. [x we booked 7 pm and by the time we finish our meal is around 5.30 pm? and we browse around bugis street and we met siewhwee. lols. she were stupid enough to walk around alone. thats it. i can't stand her. hms. we together smoke one sticks and then i, jolynn and laksek headed bedok. ohya, we tend to go teohheng, but after 7 pm, the price different, so we just go kcc. no choice. economy don't allow us to choose a place which is better in their systems or stuffs. hahas. we sing and sing and sing for 3 hours. after that, headed home individually. thanks to jolynn and sorry to chweefang. its not that we want to be opponent with you. because we am real tired le and i don't want to adjust my timings to thon life. i hope you're understanding enough and think for me. my life have been screwed up like no one's business. im really gonna get a job soon. hope everything goes well smoothly. alright. yawns* till then. ima tired and sleepy already. let the photos do the talkings.

tata and sleep well people.

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2009-05-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

thats it. im not going to any interviews le. hahas. tata.

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2009-05-24T14:42:00.000-07:00

Hello, im not asleep yet.

hahas. by right, i should be sleeping soundly now as im having 2 interviews later and ima sleepy already. arghs. just don't feel like wasting time sleeping. lols. after all, i still have to sleep. and im hesitating whether should i go for the interviews. its a bit a bit far, though both is at the same venue. paya lebar. or im just lazy and don't have cash with me.

i should've bucked up and go for work else mine and jolynn's 18th birhday will be doom. hais. but im still lazy for that. what should i do? i wants a part time job? or a job which is at coffee shop servings or something? i don't think its something ashame working as that. and my reasons for not choosing as a sales assistant or selling hp due to pressurements gave by those bosses. maybe some are just lucky that they do not have any sales target etc.

perhaps people might think that im choosy but in facts im not. im just choosing those that i'll work lastly with. understands? so if people, you do have any lobang, call me along alright. hahas. alright. i've just downloaded a games which is hongkong mahjong and ima learning to be a pro. lmao. i'd go and trained with it. bye all!

2009-05-24T13:01:00.000-07:00

omg. too much to load. i'll do it again asap. tata!

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2009-05-23T16:52:00.000-07:00

Wa! wake up since yesterday early in the morning 6.58am? and went out since 11 plus? hoo! tiring* went to haw par villa. by the way, our first try to there. lmao!we bus-ed there by bus no 10. freaking damn long journey. but over all, its worth it. because wat we get in return is hundreds of photos. lols. thats it! too much to load. make it tonight or tomorrow? i haven't catch my sleeps bodoh. [x after haw par villa, headed geylang lorong 11 for bak kut teh. its been years since i last ate that. delicious* finish dinner, slow-walked to lorong 18. hahahahaha. should know whats my intentions. i peep him through shell station and he were just seating along the shell station alley. wanna snap some photos but its too hard to do so. run here and there, at the end f the day, caught nothing interesting. lols. i guessed he's knowed ima peeping him over there. but he just kept silent. hms. at least, i can see him for more then an hour i guessed? lmao. power eh? aftere that go jolynn's placefor mahjong. heyhey! my mahjong skills improved already!! yipee! hahas. and meanwhile, ahbee called and asked where am i, and i told him about what i've been doing at lorong 18. hahas. he said he were meting him man. at 11pm? and i called again at 11pm. he say ahhong were just beside him but i don't believe, he asked him to the phone, but i still don't believe. thats it. ahhh! forget it. no matter its him or not doesn't important nor makes sense. whats serious is i'v already got to see him earlier. hehe! alright. i'll load the photos asap ya! sleep tight all! tata.

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2009-05-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

2009-05-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

Hoo! back home finally. have been staying out at the chalet for 5 days? since the night sleep at jolynn's place till now. hahas. its fun, the whole trip. it was like... hms. heaven. wake up early in the morning, milo is our first drink for breakfast and then we have our meal. hahas. anyway, i've a god mother le. hee. maybe its fate? hms. she's real real pretty. she's a thai. but she's adapted to singapore's life as she've been in here for years. alright. yesterday was the last day. we had a fun chat in the noon. she got alot of stories about all her memories in her life. hahas. okay. ima lazy to type and type so much. thats all. bye all!

This is her, my god mother, isn't she pretty? hee.

Maybe its a bit blurish, but can see, from far there is 3 idiots in the middle of the sea. lmao.

They were enjoying playing PS3. wtf? hahas.

Jolynn keep rubbing her eyes while chit-chatting with her mom and auntie lisa.

The scenery is wow! damn! [x

Laksek's trying to act shy when she sees a handphone camera. lols!

It's superb, people out there. nethevaron road, changi seaview chalet.

This is the watch i bought at fareast. is it nice? [:

2009-05-17T15:31:00.000-07:00

Mother's love grows by giving.

True? i guessed so. maybe my mom ain't like other mothers. can make friends easily. i've been misunderstood her for years?! therefore, i'll apology. but everyone knows that its hard to control your temple when she do something that she shouldn't. she loves gambling alot alot! but its all her own monies. in fact, we don't have the rights to angry towards her. the only interest cum hobbies cum hangouts. its all related to gamble, as she don't have a friends. she hate to make friends or to meet friends. i believe that she don't need a friends. this is what i discover so long. i know i've been unreasonable with her at times. but when i heard the sentenc, 'im gambling' whenever i called her will makes me 'hot'. its not i wanted but cant be control. she causes our family encountered so much difficulties. but i never tink of in the past, she was the one who carry a hardcore on her own shoulders.how tough she is when we're only a baby or pre school kiddy. now my dad and brother is not with us. as if i only have a sister and mom. perhaps we've gotta start earn huge sum of money and let her enjoy her lifes. hahas! sometimes, whenever she's down, she didn't even have a kids with her to be her listener. my brother dislike her alot. my sister as well. tmd! what kind of logic? KENNARD, listen good. you use to be saying mommy is a bad ones. she only know how to bullies. hey! but your gf's mom is not very nice till where lo. since you're so in loved to compare the 2 mothers. your gf's mom got give daphne money? have, SELDOMS. but you think back. 1 year ago, when you're still yet start to step out and work, did mommy feed you? did she see you to death of hunger? you think thoroughly. what did she does wrong? bullies valerie, hit her? even if she wanna hit one of the 3 of us. you also can't spilt a word as she's the one who're carrying us for 9 months and hell giving birth to us. you're ain't a woman. you'll never understands how it feels. come to your sense and treat her better. sometimes i really cant stand it. you treat a nothing to do with you at all and its not your mom, she's nothing, better then your own blood mom. hey! this is what? i hope you can do some thoughts and treat her better! you don't believe striked by god yea! you shall wait. alright.

will be doubting yea? because i felt guilty. i bought food and eat it up all alone without asking her wanna have some. she buy, she'd ask whether we're hungry, wanna share with her.. thats it! i hope to make money and let her gambled well. hahas. alright. i gtg for sleeps. loves.

she've nothing to do with you!

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2009-05-16T11:37:00.000-07:00

i really really do not have the habit to snap shot this and that when even i am, where ever i go. so my blog would be dead, please much much forgivings. alrght. i didn't sleep for thw whole night! i mean from last night 12 plus till now, i just got to bathed and blogging here. actually i can be asleep this early noon but due to some problems occur, i cant sleeep already. [x you know who you are. lols. just kidding! i went out at around 1 plus to meet laksek for L4D. hee. we played for 3 hours and head off to CS and TM to search for jobs. but anyway, we also got nowhere else to go what. so just browse around. we ate the $1.80 chicken rice and went over to look for elaine. tsk. something unpleasant happening to her lately. i shouldn't talk about others people's personally stuffs. not long later, laksek hop ontobus no. 72, back home. and i still chatting with elaine. ahbee called and see whether i wanna sent ahmo off. i say alright, then cabbed to 827 and drive him to his place to take ahom's luggage. hahas. know what? bags more then clothes in her luggage. thats it. after seeing her off, i jio-ed ahbee to L4D, he quickly reponded yes. happy sial. called my brother for L4D. he give plenty of excuses. but the end of the day still go. hahaha! never give a shit. and we play for nearly 2 hours. im gonna K.O sooner or later, i really cannot le. whenever im trying to focus a things, my sight will just stay there for minutes. i've to catch more more more sleep. hope there'll be no one to disturb me in my dreams. i shall stop here and climb to bed asap before i'll auto sleep [faint*]. goodnight people!

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2009-05-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

Forget it! hoohoo.

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hahas. so so into it! bye all.

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2009-05-15T15:43:00.000-07:00

People out there. Pay attention on this post. [: im watching this 'boys over flowers' this korean drama series recently. its nice though the story is kinda similar to taiwan's 'meteor garden'. but its act by different faces. ought to try out and watch. nice! typically nice. enjoy.

Plot

Kkot Boda Namja is a story about Jan-di who is an average high school girl whose family owns a dry cleaning store near the prestigious and well known school, Shin Hwa High. She gets a scholarship to enter the luxurious school when she saved one of the students from committing suicide while delivering his dry cleaned uniform. She was then tagged as "Wonder Woman" by the media.

In school, she meets the four richest, most popular, and most spoiled boys known as F4 (Flower 4) who are also known to cause trouble to those who speak out against them.

As the story progressed, she begins to like one of them -- Ji-hoo, but also discovers that the leader of the group, Joon-pyo, is falling for her.

The series also revolves on this love triangle and how it gets resolved.

The Characters.

Geum Jan Di
Jan-di is a commoner whose parents operate a Laundromat. She is a swimmer of her school which doesn't even have a swimming pool. One day, she visits Shinhwa high school, where the top 1% of the wealthy children gets to go, and accidentally saves a student from a suicidal attempt. After this incident, she is scouted to this prestigious school as a swimming athlete. The school itself and the students who go there do not suit her taste, but Jan-di bears the problematic circumstances, as her parents wish her to get close to the rich. She happens to step out for her classmate who is being bullied by four boys, called F4, and gets the 'Red Card'. As the whole school starts bullying Jan-di, she unexpectedly meets Ji-hoo on the stairway. She bumps into Ji-hoo, but later Joon Pyo shows his feeling for her and their relationship gets tangled.

Goo Joon Pyo
The leader of F4 and the heir of the largest conglomerate in Korea. Raised by servants, instead of busy parents, Jun Pyo's got the world there is nothing that can not be done. Growing up as the son of the rich family, he has gone through numerous of kidnapping, terror attempt. He is a master of martial arts and self defense skills, but avoids swimming because he experienced drowning when he was kidnapped. His older sister, Joon Hee, is the one who he is afraid the most. Ironically, Jun Pyo falls in love with Jandi, who reminds him of his sister. Jun Pyo's got natural curly hair, hot-tempered, but has an innocent heart. Although he can fluently speak 5 languages, he shows weakness on common sense and Korean vocabulary. Jun Pyo has simple and straight personality and relies upon intuition more rather than being rationalized. He is pure at heart in front of a girl he likes, so he gets hurt when he figures out Jan-di likes Ji Hoo, his closest friend among F4.

Yoon Ji Hoo
The grandson of the former president of Korea, Dr. Yoon Seok-young, and the most attractive guy among F4. Ji-hoo is the heir of Su-am Cultural Foundation, Art Center, and Orchestra own by his family, and also a musician. He lost his parents at age of five when he got into a car accident. He overcomes the hardness with his first love, Seo-hyeon. Ji-hoo believes that she would be his last love but he can't get to her completely. Jan-di is the one who encouraged him when he was hesitant to get close to Seo-hyeon. With Jan-di's support, Ji-hoo follows Seo-hyeon to France, but comes back after he realized that his feeling for her was admiration, not love. Ji-hoo does not show concern for others, knows what he wants to do, and never sweeps along with others. After Ji-hoo becomes a friend with Jan-di, his personality starts to change and conflicts between love and friendship.

So Yi Jung
The gifted potter and the successor of the prestigious family. Although Yi-jung has gained reputation for his talent for ceramics, he cannot take away the feeling that he is living a life of his brother. Yi-jung's older brother, who was exceptionally talented and expected to become the heir, left home and also quit working with ceramics. Yi-jung possessed a sense of inferiority and this with this he couldn't settle down with one love. He is a playboy, but gentle and warm-hearted. Although he didn't realize that himself yet, Yi-jung is desperately looking for his one true love.

Song Woo Bin

Woo Bin is arguably the kindest and most mature member of F4. His family owns a giant corporation in the construction industry. He keeps his cool and rarely loses his temper. Woo Bin is the other of the group's two playboys. His tastes tend towards older women and always goes out nightclubbing and partying with Yi-Jung.

End of recommending. no harm trying! tata all!

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2009-05-15T12:40:00.000-07:00

hoohoo! woke up around 12 due to my brother came home and trying to burn music yet he's making so much noise. but he's retard enough that he don't know how to. actually i can help him but he dumbdumb stupid stupid rushing to find his gf. hahas. then forget it. after that ima awake. tmd! brainless kid. not long later he called and asked me to join him for L4D, yayness, of course ima 100% willing so i quickly brush up and rush down to ahlim's lanshop and join them. we completed the first stage and head to mac as i haven't have my 'breakfast'. [: after mac, home! my sister having high fever. cant stand her, caught in the rain yesterday, i think she even played with the rain and cause her feeling unwell. but seriously, we people cant tolerate this type of weather, awhile raining, awhile the sun is striking badly. who can stand it? even tank also will KO. hahas. after reaching home, see her still high feverish, no choice, cycle to the 24 clinic tend to buy a antibiotics or something yet cant. lazy to explain. so went to 7-11 to get a feverish tablets. she's now sleeping comfotably after taking the tablets. hope she would recover asap by tomorrow? lols. alright. i'll be thon-ing the whole night out? couldn't sleep. -.- bye all!

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2009-05-15T01:43:00.000-07:00

im home at last. lols. went out this morning to ahbee's place and william was there as well, from 6 till now! its like where can we go and what can we do right? hahas. you'll never know readers! we left his place at around 9 plus with liam to 820 for breakfast. tummy was grumbling! hoo. we meet kennard and after eating we headed to his workplace with him. liam and a guy gave him a hand to shift a heavy stuffs. he cannot manage to shift by his own. what a weak brother i have?! -.- well. i, ahbee and his gf planned to go airport to purchase a ticket. coincidentally my dad came to my brother's workplace to look us up and he drove us to joochiat. -.-''' i asked him to drive us to airport yet he... okay. my dad intend to help ahmo for online purchasing but ahbee insisted going to airport. so no choice. we trained all the way there but tmd! that cust svcs lady told us that if we able to purchase online would be cheaper by up to 60 bucks. i was like thinking. wtf? whats the different. i really cannot figure out. and we loiter at the whole airport for 2 hours i guessed? lols. i called this for help, that for help till my hp went flat! hahas. but its okay. at the end of the day, we decide to go golden mile to get it. went such a big round to make up this decision. am really no choice already. hms. after getting her stuffs. walked around golden mile as it was only my 2nd time there. shhh! its a secret. hehehehehe! and ya, she'll be departuring at the time of 2305 tomorrow. im gonna miss her so so so much! she's funny at times. some of the times, i really cant stand her funny jokes. especially when she mentioned ahhong! lmao! calm down calm down* okokay. thats the end of the day and im back home about to sleep le. i hope i can make it for ahmo's farewell. bon voyage my friend! cya soon! tata.

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2009-05-14T12:29:00.001-07:00

Im kinda piss off with blogger! tmd. brings me so much troubles. this is my last time creating blog. if im gonna delete again, i won't blog anymore. hahas. alright. woken up by ahbee at 10 plus? he said he've called me for the whole night. hms? i doubt.. [x i answered his calls that were saying they're having sort of farewell party for his gf as she's going back on the 16th may. i feel upset. as all these days, she's the one together with me while accompanying ahbee and friends to lan. and she told me alot alot of her personal stuffs. i feel pity but not sympathize for her ya! she've to go back due to som personal reasons that are unable to mentioned. i really have the urge to help her whenever she tells me her unhappy things. but i can't. all i can do is to be a very good listener. maybe she'll comes back several months later. it depends. but i hope she would! [: okayy. tomorrow going to get a present for her. i've a budget. lets see luh. alright. my first post will ends here. tata.

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